Samuel Paguaga - 09/21/2010
I think this dream tops all my spiritual dreams in its intensity and revelation. In it, I was in a small gathering of sorts. We were talking and then praying. A bit more had happened before that, but I think the point of this event is that none of what had happened before this mattered. All of a sudden, it was like when you step out of your home straight into the sun at noon. I was overwhelmed with light/energy, not as much as to blind the eyes but more of a light/energy that penetrated to every cell and fiber of my body. I felt I no longer was physical or fleshly but a new being. As I looked straight forward in front of me, the physical world began to fade but not because it was disappearing; it was because I began to perceive it in a new way, with new senses and everything became almost transparent.
I looked up and began to talk words in a new language. I was confessing something. Although I could not understand the words, I could feel them in my being. The words were energizing and vibrating my being, my frequency, my entity, my spirit. It was as if all of me became one: my spirit with my mind and my body. As I began to speak, my perception of my surroundings grew. I could feel, perceive and see all those around me who were experiencing the same thing. First, the two people beside me; then, outwardly, the people in the place; then the whole block; then the city and then the whole Earth. We disciples of Christ were all one and not because we perceived each other but because we were confessing the same words and because the same flow of energy/power of the Holy Spirit was flowing through us. Although there was a worldwide outpouring, only the vessels of glory, the vessels of light, were filled to the seal. (This could be the first-fruits outpouring at the beginning of the tribulation or the body outpouring in the middle of the tribulation.)
I could feel the power/energy flowing through me, vibrating every part of my being. I spoke words and feelings became more and more intense, so much that I could not even begin to describe it. I saw everything as white, yellowish, orange lights, as if everything was transparent. I felt one with the source, at one with the words, and as one with everyone confessing these words. All these feelings of oneness occurred at three distinct levels. All of this along with a feeling of peace; it was as if this was a new nature and I knew what it was.
I experienced the whole thing even when I awoke. It seemed like I knew what was happening. I knew what the source was, what the energy/power was, and the meaning of the words. I woke up shortly afterward, possibly on the last word spoken, although in the dream it seemed like from that point on things would not be the same. As I awoke, I could almost feel the vibration of energy in my being as it dispersed into the normality of my awakened state.
I always wondered, what does it mean to be one with God and His Christ and His Spirit ... and now I know. (And one with His sons.)